Monday, March 23, 2009

My Life Be Like

Yeah... some days are like this... I suppose it's to be expected of life. But there are days. 

ooh ahh ooh ooh...
It's times like these that make me say
lord if you see me please come my way
leavin bread crumbs for when I stray
rely on sacrifice and the price you paid
feel me like a fingertip
sometimes I fall I slip
my heartfelt desire to be more like you
tryin not to quench your fire by the things that I do

on a island by my lonesome stranded
low key and stayin candid
reflect on all the things I try my hand at
search for the equations to persuasions I'm used to
findin comfort in the zones of closet bones I get loose to
a mountainous fontaine
spinnin and monsoonin
grinnin it's high octane
explosive how I came
rollin down hills cause life's a hassle
encircled by my folly like a moat surrounds a castle
stay afloat catch a second wind
thin is the air I breathe
teary eyed nose runnin
wipe the snot on my sleeve
I'm callin on my savior to be all that I need
please forgive me
my behavior had me lost at light speed

the fear of never fallin in love
and the tears after losin the feelings 
of what you thought love was
like the dirt still up under the rug
bad characteristics
covered in Christ's blood
the joy of new birth 
and the pain of growing up
the bliss between givin my all
and givin up
the highs and lows 
paths and roads I chose
in the cold I froze
tryin to ease my woes
in this world of sin
clothes too thin to fend
so to God I send
words of help to win
in grumblings so deep 
letters could never express
so the sound of ooh ahh 
beneath my breath projects...


As you can tell... it kind of fits my whole month thus far... 

*rubs neck* I wish I was stronger, sometimes... like maybe I wouldn't break down over nothing... 

1 comment:

  1. I love you, Vala nîn. No matter what. forever and Always.

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