My Life Be Like

Yeah... some days are like this... I suppose it's to be expected of life. But there are days. 

ooh ahh ooh ooh...

It's times like these that make me say

lord if you see me please come my way

leavin bread crumbs for when I stray

rely on sacrifice and the price you paid

feel me like a fingertip

sometimes I fall I slip

my heartfelt desire to be more like you

tryin not to quench your fire by the things that I do

on a island by my lonesome stranded

low key and stayin candid

reflect on all the things I try my hand at

search for the equations to persuasions I'm used to

findin comfort in the zones of closet bones I get loose to

a mountainous fontaine

spinnin and monsoonin

grinnin it's high octane

explosive how I came

rollin down hills cause life's a hassle

encircled by my folly like a moat surrounds a castle

stay afloat catch a second wind

thin is the air I breathe

teary eyed nose runnin

wipe the snot on my sleeve

I'm callin on my savior to be all that I need

please forgive me

my behavior had me lost at light speed

the fear of never fallin in love

and the tears after losin the feelings 

of what you thought love was

like the dirt still up under the rug

bad characteristics

covered in Christ's blood

the joy of new birth 

and the pain of growing up

the bliss between givin my all

and givin up

the highs and lows 

paths and roads I chose

in the cold I froze

tryin to ease my woes

in this world of sin

clothes too thin to fend

so to God I send

words of help to win

in grumblings so deep 

letters could never express

so the sound of ooh ahh 

beneath my breath projects...

As you can tell... it kind of fits my whole month thus far... 

*rubs neck* I wish I was stronger, sometimes... like maybe I wouldn't break down over nothing...